Before when i got that feeling, that it was the "beginning of the end" i would abandon all hope and just wait for the relationship to end. I was half expecting to do that with Sam. but something made me tell him, something made me talk to him to tell him that i was feeling kinda strange about our relationship. We fought about it, out of fear, for a night and then it was right back to having the amazing relationship we had before. Perfect. I'm going to make a better effort to tell him when things are bothering me.